tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327432597846266874.post7331202240667909349..comments2023-09-27T07:04:18.160-05:00Comments on Sweet November {newlywed and baby loss mama}: Betsyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10664480324762808589noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327432597846266874.post-30751312278780336822010-04-21T23:06:11.053-05:002010-04-21T23:06:11.053-05:00God, this post made me realize I'm never going...God, this post made me realize I'm never going to be able to watch Dumbo again, ever. I bawled at that part from the first time I saw the movie, years before I even knew what loss really was. <br /><br />I'm still in the "more bad than good" times, but the good times are slowly starting to come...and I kind of hate them right now. I know that will change, and I look forward to it, but I think I know exactly what you mean when you say that the good times make the bad ones worse.<br /><br />I might be going to a memorial service that is held twice a year by our hopsital/the funeral home that handles the arrangements. I don't know, though...I like the idea that I can leave if I need to and I'm grateful for you giving me "permission" to do so if I needed. :)Larahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14724675337980390322noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327432597846266874.post-63322064366262470972010-04-21T22:55:48.087-05:002010-04-21T22:55:48.087-05:00I know what you mean about balancing on a fine wir...I know what you mean about balancing on a fine wire, I actually have a song about that I was thinking of posting soon on my blog. I also don't want people to tip-toe around me, but I don't them to forget my little peanut. Definitely hard =(<br /><br />I understand what you mean about that not being your type of service. That wouldn't be the type of service for my DH and I either. We would definitely feel uncomfortable in that situation. <br /><br />Happy 5 month birthday Olivia!Elisehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08542187094982449205noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327432597846266874.post-3303624275289846972010-04-21T09:50:06.836-05:002010-04-21T09:50:06.836-05:00Wow, Betsy!! You must feel purged right now. Thi...Wow, Betsy!! You must feel purged right now. This is a really long post. ;)<br /><br />I completely understand you feelings about being in a gathering like that. It isn't our style either. As Brendon says, "I only share my grief with one person." And really?? Baby Mine? I have always cried to that song... that part is the reason why I cannot watch Dumbo. I end up in on the floor having convulsions in a teary, snot-ridden mess. ;)<br /><br />You are doing so well. With every post, you get stronger, Besy. And yes, you might say the same things about Olivia, but that is how you carry on her memory. We don't have years of stories about our babies. But what we do have is just as inportant. And everytime we tell the story, we remember something that we might have forgotten about the day before.<br /><br />I am so proud to call you friend.<br /><br />Much love,<br />MereMeredithhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11464984499732136766noreply@blogger.com